tentativa

        Online classes are a very exhausting type of learning. It may help some students to learn and study well, but in my case, it's giving me the whole opposite effect. Losing interest, doubting myself and the things I preferred to do before are now out of my vision when talking about being productive. Could feel like you're being an outcast in the real world.

That journey of mine 2 years ago was definitely not easy; it was tiring. Maybe somehow you can call that laziness, and laziness really hit me so hard. I am lazy about everything, always tired and complaining when doing something, especially doing schoolwork.

Based on what I've observed, online learning has helped a lot of students to still learn, I thank the teachers for that, but because of the COVID-19 which forced the Department of Education to implement online classes has also increased student's anxiety, particularly when socializing, which plays a significant role in life.

Online classes have their advantages and disadvantages, and I know that. Many students find it easier and much more convenient, especially for working students who are thriving to survive. However, I'm a slow learner and it's really giving me a hard time understanding, but I tried. The main reason I'm not a fan of online learning is because I'm always out of focus and using a gadget to study and learn is ineffective for me.

I think now that we are already back in f2f classes that it would be easier for me to learn and seeing people f2f, facing them, greeting them, and talking to them would be a new challenge for me. Hiding behind the camera is gone, and showing yourself to everyone should be normalized so that your body and mind can adjust quickly.